Desi Lolli Confessions 91 to 100

91. Yah Nenu kuda oka raghuvaran btech complete iyaka evadu job ivakapothey kastapadi visa tho abroad vachi. Sarle parents ni kastapetadam endhuku ani part time cheskuntu na life ala velthuntey emi thochakapothey mutual friend dhagara oka number tiskoni oka ammaiyi tho chat start chesa koni days iyaka ah ammaiyi midha istam perigindi but cheppaledhu ala na trails vesa indirect ga cheppa but no response asale M1 subject ni fail iyi iyi pass iyam.Idhi oka leka anukoni I was trying.Koni days tarwatha thana birthday vasthundi ani gift plan chesthuna but Na friend vadhu anadi tanaki evi em nachavu anadi but Nenu Oka two week mundhu adiga malli na friend ni I am buying gift ani tanu apudu cheppindi tanaki oka abbaiyi nachadu.Nuvvu Inka tanaki epudu call cheyaku ani so I stopped calling her also I avoided that mutual friend. So now I feel guilty that did I make a mistake avoiding my friend since if I talk with my friend I will remember her (one side lover).

92. Life lo peace lekunda aypoyindi. Idi na chethulara nenu chesukunnado leka na fate o theledhu kani ikkada chala worst a chusa in love and profession. Love chesthunam ani venta padi, intiki calls chesi, premisthunam ani cheppi hurt cheyakandi because Adhi prema avadhu narakam chupinchadam antaru. Ee narakam Nenu 8 years anubhavinchanu. Nenu US lo athanu India lo. Friends tho bayatiki velithe friends ni love chesinattu kadhu, part time ki velthe bayata thiragadaniki vellinattu kadhu, birthday party jarigithe enjoy chesthunattu kadhu, friends tho temple ki velthe vallatho affair unattu kadhu. Anumanam unte dayachesi love chesthunam ani cheppukuni thirigi build up ivvakandi. Alane oka ammai or abbai busy ga untunaru ante that doesn’t mean they are having an affair but they were busy with their works. Anumanam penchukuni love chesina ammai ni vulgar language use chesi hurt chesthe dooram avtharu tappa heart full ga love cheyaru. US life is not so easy. It’s very hard to live and sustain. Vilaithe koncham ardam chesukuni vallani support cheyandi. That will helps a lot. Thanks for moving out of my life. I have got a person who understands and supports me at every time. The only guilt is I shouldn’t have accept you. Thanks for giving me a chance to share this confession.

93. Kalam ade atalo chikkukuni konni sarlu ah manishiki daggaravalemu.., tana alochanalaku duramga vellalemu..!!! Badhunna Bandham Vilua taggadhu.. Entha Tapinchina Gadichinadi Edi Maraadhu..!! Edaina Kolipothe Ah Badha Ela untado., pogotukunnodike telusthadi.. Ekkadunna Ela Unna.. Mee Happiness e Korukunta. Na Sagam anukunna ah manishi., Naa mirror anukunna tanu idaru na life lo leru.. Badhesthundi.. Mondiga undalani undi.. Gatham chesina Gayaniki, Cheripesina Gamyaniki madyalo Kottimittuladuthunanu.

94. Confession! Chesina thappu chinnadi kaadu Bhayya. Koti aasalu, vela gnaapakaalu, vandhala kalalu, oka jeevithaanni naasanam chesa. Choosina andaru inka vere daari ledu kada neeku Anna kuda, kosina gonthuni, kaalagaalchina jeevithaanni thirigivvalenu kada thanaku. Thanakosame chesa, thanakosame na prapancham mottham tho 4 samvatsaraalu aluperugani yuddham chesa. Thanu naakoka varam, kaani nene thana jeevithaaniki saapam. Naakosam chachipovadaaniki siddhapadindi, nenemo adi thelusukoleka thanane vaddanukunna. Vadalaku ani oopiraadananthaga edchindi Bhayya, em pogottukunnaano thelsukunnaaka nenu edavani roju ledu. Ippatiki artham kaadu addam lo nannu nenu enduku face cheskoleno, enduku chooskunna pratheesaari edusthaano. Chaavaalani undi ani cheppanu kaani brathakaali Anna daaniki kaaranaalu vethukunntunna. Ela move on avthaaru Bhayya, sagam jeevitham thane undi na life lo. Venakku rammani adukkunna raaleni position ki thanu vellindi. Twaralo pelli. Last ga nenu jaagratha papa, navvuthu undu ani cheppi navvinappudu I pray next life lo aina manam kalavaali Anna maata marchipolenu. Daanikosame vechi choostha.

95. Naku ipatidaka 2 breakups ayai. 2 breakups lonu nenu na 200% try chesanu break avakudadu ani but I dont know valu artam cheskolekapoyaru na love. Tarvata naku oka ammai parichayam ayindi, I know she likes me ani unconditionally I talked to her in process of moving on. naku pure love ento chupinchindi I think nen na life lo alanti love ni chudalenemo. But for some family reason I cant marry, he/she knows this but aina sare nearly 10 months probably more I am her/his life anatuga undi relation. I am feeling guilty that I cant be with her. Idantha enduku chepthunanante , person who does whatever it takes to talk to you even if restricted or be with you never leave them for any silly reason , In this modern world probability of finding such person is negative. Experience tho chepthunanu.

96. Me: Nenu oka abbayini love chesthuna.. thanu India lo untadu, non-IT job

Some boys’ reaction: Asalu koncham kuda sense ledhu e ammayiki. Koncham ayina practical ga alochinchakunda ala ela love chesthav.. Mee parents enni hopes pettukuni untaru ni midha

Same boys’ to me about other girls: Ammayilu andaru job security, salary, visa status ivanni chusi pelliki opukuntaru or love chesina tarvata ivanni chepi break up cheskuntaru.. andaru vadukudhobbe type ey honest ga love chese ammayi okallu kuda leru

Me: Edho pandaga vachinapudu, cousin pelli miss ayinapudu andarki anipinchede kani.. unnay 5 yrs lo okasari kuda US lone settle avvali ani naku anipinchaledu.. India lo untene nenu happy ga undagalugutha

Some people reaction: Ipudu ilane antav le.. next year/after marriage/after kids/ after an eternity ila anipinchadu.. ikada settle avvali anukunta Ayina India lo brathakalev ah pollution, population, politics( insert more praasa padhalu)

Same people after 2nd week of lockdown: Asalu US lo e cases ento ila perigipothunay.. India ne better asalu bags control chestunaru… nenu India vellipotha

Basically prathi okadu prathi okadni judge chese hakku undhi anukuntaru. Edhuti manishi em chesina dhanlo thappulu vethakali.. pakkana valla vishayam lo logics matladali mana vishayaniki vachesariki logics undav emotions matrame alochistaru.. adhe magicuu Evari opinion vadiki untadi.. evado perspective vadiki untadi ani alochinchare janalu Ilanti conversation jarigindi prathisari malli malli idhi rani roju movie lo oka dialogue gurtostundi – “evadi life vadiki weight untadi, pakkanodi life eppudu light gane untadi” oorke rayaru mahanubhavulu anipisthadi

97. India vadili intha duram vachi..masters chesi..kastapadi job lu techukoni..as a 26 years old girl..do you guys think we girls dont understand the difference between a friend and some thing more than that…arey we were close friends for so long..manaku compatibility match authundi I definitely feel a connection with you and we are happy with each other lets get married ani adigithe..simple ga “I don’t know” ani confusion lo padesthara( yeah!! Girls get friendzoned too?) Guys be thoughtful if you can’t think of this just don’t give too much importance and attention to us and please treat us as a one common friend and not more than that..we girls don’t understand that shit sometimes and after all please don’t say “I don’t know” and don’t leave us in friendzone..it is very tough for a girl to stay or even to leave… Ledha kanisam please you guys can walk away from our life..Ee okka situation tho I am so frustated with the word “I don’t know”.. May be someone could explain me this I don’t know shit ?Please behave like a man!! ? Don’t let girl hang in there..!!

98. India lo rich ga parents tho vuntu happy happy vunna masters ki vacha 2020 Jan ki mundu home sick vundedi bayataki vacha anukuna intha lo corona virus ani bayapetaru kani vachina 7 months lo challa chusa and nerchukuna (sontha annaya USA lo vunnaru but matladaru) ani parents ki chepaleka ma annaya ki chepaleka nalo nenu chepukuntu gadipestuna, holidays kada ani part-time chuskuna vadu mana Indian eh kakapothe citizen ikkada vadu Pete torchure manam India lo maid paina kuda chupinchivundam e konni experiences tho nenu nerchunadi 2 points 1- comfort anedi either parents or manam Pelli cheskuna vallatho ne 2- dollar vunte comfort dorkadu Comfort vunte dollar dorkadu Inka friends antara naku antha ardustam lekundapoindi andaru hi,bye valle gani vidu na nijam aina support ane vallu leru Love ah devudu inka na life lo ah chapter rayaledu Ikkada confess cheyadaniki main reason nalage emotions hide cheskuntu vunna valla andariki my big big hugs ?

99. Bhayya okasari pub lo full ga taagesam. Iddaram almost out. My friend new car naku icchadu arey nuvvu drive chey ra ani. Nenu out aipoye stage lo unna. But prestige pokudadu ani kastapadi 50 miles drive chesi intiki reach ayyam. Na anandaniki avadhulu levu. Enta taagina nuvvu thopu ra ani. Cut cheste car parking cheyyali. Adi kuda 2 cars madyalo . Park chesi intikelli padukunna. Mrng lechi chusesariki aa 2 cars ki mottam pettesa. Ma frnd kotta car ki kuda pettesa penta. Ventane car teskelli 0.5 miles dooram lo park chesi vacchesa. Aa 2 car owners dobbutaru ani.. Edo samatha cheppinattu gaja etagadu yedu samudralu daati inti venuka Bavilo chacchadanta?

100. madi oka middle class family and my dad is a senior executive engineer in an well reputed american company in Hyderabad .. 2008 September recession lo company losses loki vellindi and ma nannagari job poindi … appativarku entho happy ga unde memu okesari almost down aipoyam entha anthe chetilo miglindi amma ki unna gold, oka house (in mortgage),10000 cash and 2 LIC policy lu anthe.. appaativarku intki vachina reltives okkalu kuda kanpadaledu avsaram unnapudu… appu kosam adighte malli ela istau ani adigina valle thappa okkalu kuda help cheyaledu…. 🙁 nenu emo EAMCET lo manchi rank kuda techukoledu… appudu amma gold bank lo petti appu teskoni Malla reddy college ki 1 year fees (1 lakh )tho mechanical branch lo payment seat konukodanki vellina rojulu avi… nenu emo principal door baita wait chestu unna ….ma nanna principal tho matladuthu unnaru.. aroju naku enka gurthu undi 400000/- motham kadithene join avandi lekpothe ledu baitki pondi ani chala harsh ga annadu.. adi chusina nenu godava petkuna.. and ma nanna sardi cheppi baitaki teskoni vellipoyaru… modatisari money value naku ardam aina roju adi.. naku enka gurthu aroju malla reddy college ground foot path meda 1 hour kurchoni unnam… ma nanna telsina valla andarini phone chesi adigaru …. kani kudarledu… antha jarigina ma nanna naku money 15 days arrange aipothai avvagane vachi join chesta ani intiki eldam pada ani annaru…. next day morning podune intiki loan ichina bank vallu vacheru… money kattakakpothe USA lo unnatu unnadu……. Bank collection vallu ane matalu verela untai….. but chesedi leka na studies ki teskunna money vatiki katteyalsi vachindi… chesedi emi leka … tarwata nene counselling ki velli hyd lo vuru chivara college lo join ayyanu anukondi… 2nd year na computer kosam ma nanna thana LIC bond break chesi vachina money ichi konukomannaru… ma kosam ma nanna okkapudu tana chaduvukunna chaduki sambandam leni jobs chesaru, entho manditho matlau paddaru,entho mandi helana kuda chesaru .. kani tanu matram ma kosam pani chestune unnaru…. naku eppatiki gurthu na chetilo 10rs tho daily college ki vellevadini….?? elago ala kastapadi Btech aithe chesanu.. ? son of sathyamurthi cinema lo allu arjun la file patukoni hyderabad motham tiriganu….a tarwata oka off-campus placements lo job aithe kottanu .. melliga na problems set authu ochai ….okko year ki memu develop ayyamu!…… cut cheste few years lo USA ki vachi paddanu… “Branded life ” and all ok… but eppatki ma nanna tanu chese china job salary thone living entha cheppina manaledu…. okka matalo cheppali ante nenu ADIDAS shoe eskoni tirgutu unte.. ma nanna matram ade PARAGON cheppulu vadtunnaru..nenu eppudu unna life style motham oka middle class father jevitham motham kastam …. enduko melliga naku India meda opinion maripothu vachindi …naku india ante kopam emi kadu akkada unna kondarithone problem… na desham lo unnvallu entha goppa vallu ante… 1) oka manishi chadivina chaduvu ki and character ki viluva ivvaru….. endukante ma nanna M.tech chesi tanaknte low qualified people kind work chesi enno matalu paddaru… 2) chuttalu (relatives)… vallu peru chepthe naku boothulu tappa emi ravu ankondi … 3) okadu kastalo unnapudu sahyam cheyakapoga.. avahelana chestaru chudandi…. appudu anipistadi enduku ikkada unnama ani… kastamo nastamo naku aithe teledu kani … naku antu gurthimpu leni USA lo naku nachina o nalugurtho ala gadipesthunna…. ma nanna jevitham lo nenu nerchukundi enti ante…. edi emina munduku vellakunda matram agipoku… ma nanna gurinchi goppaga chepadanki nenu emi famous kadu anukondi.. edo konth mandiki aina telustadi ani ikkada cheptunna….. ఇట్లు, నాన్నకు ప్రేమతో మీ ఆదిత్య.